I love early mornings when it feels like the rest of the world still fast asleep and you’re the only one who’s awake and everything feels like it isn’t really real and you kind of forget about all your problems because for now it’s just you, the world, and sunrise.
Friday, 3 March 2017
Wednesday, 1 March 2017
There is a demon living in my head, the one I called destroyer. She tells me story late at night, that are messing with my brain. When I stand before a mirror, she laughs at what I wear, the freckles sprinkled on my face, the way I smile. Do others fight with these destroyers too? The kind that make you doubt yourself, comparing you to the others, and whisper to your ear “they’re not gonna like it”. The one that tells you what to do. They live because I let it be, sitting and talking through my head. But the truth, they are not even strong enough to fight me back, when I say “shut up”.